Wednesday I have my last test and Dave has more blood drawn. Then on April 9th we will go back to Dr. L to discuss the results of the blood work and tests we have done in this last month. Then, medically speaking, we will finally have some answers as to why we have not been able to conceive. I say medically speaking because I know God is not limited to what any doctor may say. Just last night I was reading the blog of a woman who was told she and her husband had a 5% chance of conceiving on their own. Just before going to the doctor to start treatments to be able to conceive, she found out she was pregnant! Then, before that baby turned a year, she found out she was pregnant again! No, God isn’t held back by percentages.

Regardless of what the doctor says my situation is on the 9th, I ask that you pray with us that God’s will be done and that He ultimately will be glorified in the situation. I will be honest and say that if we are told we can’t conceive naturally for one reason or another, it will be a pretty heavy blow to me. Hearing those words from a doctor has probably been one of my greatest fears in life for as long as I can remember because I’ve always wanted to be a mother. But it will be ok because I know God has a plan and infertility just may somehow be a part of that plan. And that Plan is what I am trying to focus on now because I know it is good. And God is good. All of the time.

- Elaine