THE DAY was today.

Negative. I’m not pregnant.

I have about a million and one things rolling through my mind and when I have had time to get it organized in my mind I will try to write and share with you on this blog.

Just please keep praying. This is hard. So hard. Especially on the night I had envisioned FINALLY being able to share good news with family and friends. Instead it looks like we will be taking a trip to Wal-Mart for tampons.

Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy. Psalm 126:5

Believe me, I am sowing the tears as I type.

And I do still believe, amazingly enough, that one day, ONE FINE DAY, there will be songs of joy.

- Elaine