So I am 5 days into the 2-week wait with 9 more days of waiting to go and honestly, I can say that I just really haven't given the whole ordeal much thought since walking out of the doctor's office on Monday. And considering the circumstances, that is a really nice place to be.

Sure I'll have to think about it someday (and obviously I am thinking about it right now as I type this post) but all in all I've just realized there is nothing I can do to change whatever news we will receive on the 29th. It's going to either be "you are pregnant" or "you are not pregnant" and I am just really trying to focus on the fact that whatever God wills WILL happen and there is nothing I can do to change it. 

Nothing.

And that's a really good thing too.

Because His Will is better than mine.

(I am trying to keep my focus on those truths.)

- Elaine