I think I've been walking around in disbelief that what happened even happened. Sure I've been sad but I can't allow myself to wallow in self-pity. However, I can't help but continue to ask, "What was the purpose behind all that?"

Maybe, one day, God will clue me in.

Life does go on and I've even been able to find some humor in it and laugh about the whole ordeal.

Tomorrow's a big day.

I meet with Dr. L at 9:00am to discuss this past crazy cycle and to talk about what's next.

What's next is scary for various reasons. But it is God who has brought us to this place. He could have chosen to allow the scenario of the past few days to end with finding out I was indeed pregnant after all. But, He did not. And so we move on from there with Him as our guide for whatever is next.

Be strong and courageous for the Lord your God will go with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9

Please pray:

1. Wisdom for Dr. L has he explains this last cycle and decides the best next step for us.

2. Discernment and peace from God for Dave and me to know where to go next.

- Elaine